If I could go back in time and start my freshman year of college over again, you better believe I would. There is no worse feeling than seeing all your friends go back to college, or start college, knowing you could be out there with them if you hadn’t of fucked it all up. I’m paying the price, literally. I have to pay it off by working a job where I literally have no free time at all in. You write how your own life is, and it looks like I’m doing everything wrong. I need to grow up.